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Jessica (HDB)

I'm a bookworm of the highest caliber! If you see me, I'll probably be reading. There's nothing I love more than finding a good book, and then sharing it with the world!

Happy November y'all!

Okay first, let's get this out of the way and show you my FAVORITE picture from our photo shoot. This will absolutely be blown up to ridiculous proportions to go on our wall at home. Whether my hubby likes it or not.



I know, right? *sigh* Totally worth traipsing into nature and skinning both my knees over. I don't even care.


In other news, I missed my darn Halloween bingo by ONE book. I never could quite finish The Small Hand in time, and so I'll forever know that I was so close. Dang. Bright side is that I finally got out of my reading slump, and that feels good. I'm raring to go and I may or may have not just gone and requested 10 books on the library website.


There's something about the holiday season (for me, that starts after Halloween) that just bolsters me. Work is quieter, people go off on vacation, people are nicer, snacks are had, and I get to spend time with friends and family. No matter how my year was, it seems like this time of year always makes things a little better. I love it.


I have to say, I'm pretty proud of how well I've done this year overall. Especially with my mental health. I've been gentle with myself, taken breaks when I needed them, been open and honest about how I feel, and it's really kept me at an even keel. I've even learned not to beat myself up when anxiety starts to win. I just throw my attentions to things that make me happy and center me. Like... embroidery!!!



I finished this beauty last week and, since this quote has become my mantra lately, couldn't wait to get it hung up. There's something about embroidery that makes me feel connected to myself... or something. It's hard to explain. All I know is that it makes me feel good.


So happy November all! May your holiday season be AMAZING.

Sappy couple photos 2017 hahahaha. 5 years of marriage, 5 years of photos!

Halloween Bingo - Update #4


I'm finally out of my reading slump, and I have the potential for three bingos.. of course. Hahaha. Let's see if I can even hit one. Fingers crossed!


Read and Called:

In the Dark, Dark Woods - Those Across the River by Christopher Buehlman

Locked Room Mystery  - The Burning Court by James Dickson Carr

Modern Masters of Horror - Little Heaven by Nick Cutter

Gothic - Rebecca by Daphne Du Maurier

Haunted House - The Little Stranger by Sarah Waters


Read, But Not Called:



In Progress:

Terror In a Small Town  - Summer of Night by Dan Simmons

Ghost  - The Small Hand by Susan Hill

Reading progress update: I've read 55%.

The Little Stranger - Sarah Waters

I've been in a MASSIVE reading slump lately, and this audio book has been taking me a while to really settle into. Not because the story isn't great, because I'm enjoying it immensely. It's just that I haven't been able to calm myself enough to really enjoy anything book related for a while. I've been binge watching tv, playing too much Stardew Valley, and cross stitching up a storm. I'm feeling more me lately though, and this book has my attention again.


I only need to finish this, The Small Hand, and Summer of Night, and I'll have a bingo! Let's hope I can do it before the end of the month :).

It's almost that time of year again...
It's almost that time of year again...

Reading progress update: I've read 52%.

Summer of Night - Dan Simmons

Arggghhhhh I knew it!


*cries forever*


Why whenever I love a character, do they die? WHY???


Now I'm just pissed off.

Reading progress update: I've read 5%.

The Last of August (Charlotte Holmes Novel) - Brittany Cavallaro

I've been eagerly waiting for my turn on this library hold, and I'm pleased to say that I've already fallen in love with Charlotte Holmes all over again. The fact that this story can touch on the aftermath of Charlotte's rape, in a way that feels genuine and thoughtful, has me rapt. I don't love that she's broken, but I do love that she's honest about it. Also that Jamie has thus far, through the last book and the first half of this, been so wonderful with her. He's properly annoyed at times, but still understanding. I want to hug him.


Who knew I'd love these books so much? I'm charmed.

Little Heaven by Nick Cutter

Little Heaven: A Novel - Nick Cutter

Some quick thoughts about this one, because I still can't make my brain write anything resembling a full review and, honestly, I don't really want to force it.


* The beginning was solid, and the Long Walker is a great creation! I almost felt like if he would have just stayed a mystery, like in the beginning, it would have made it more terrifying overall.


* The characters were all fairly great, although I wish there had been more time for more of their backstory. The fact that I felt so strongly for them, after only a few chapters, says a lot.


* The middle of this book was an uphill battle. At some point it became all about blood, gore, and as much dismemberment as possible rather than sticking to that original tension that was built. I found myself sighing and hoping people would just hurry up and die so we could move on.


* The ending was GOOD. Really good. Not quite as wrapped up as I wished, but it still definitely pulled this story out of the mud for me. If only that middle hadn't been so rough...


* I think Dan Simmons' book, since I'm reading it at the same time, ruined this a bit for me. His writing is so much more atmospheric, so much more realistic, that the paranormal aspect of Little Heaven was more difficult for me swallow. I wanted MORE.

Halloween Bingo - Update #3


Not that much different than the last update hahaha. I spent the weekend doing very fun things, with very fun people, but didn't read very much at all. That second row is looking very promising though!


Read and Called:

In the Dark, Dark Woods - Those Across the River by Christopher Buehlman

Locked Room Mystery  - The Burning Court by James Dickson Carr

Modern Masters of Horror - Little Heaven by Nick Cutter


Read, But Not Called:

Gothic - Rebecca by Daphne Du Maurier


Called, But Not Read:




In Progress:

Terror In a Small Town  - Summer of Night by Dan Simmons

Ghost The Small Hand by Susan Hill

Reading progress update: I've read 75%.

Little Heaven: A Novel - Nick Cutter

This is getting kind of monotonous. I normally love Nick Cutter's visceral writing, but this time around it feels like he let go of the tension that he normally builds in favor of endless gore and gratuitous violence. I'm not even afraid anymore. Just bored. And ready for them to kill the evil out there so that I can be done with this. :/

Good Vibes Appreciated!

The hubs has an interview for a promotion today, so all the good vibes you can funnel his way are much appreciated! :)


Sorry I haven't been around much. This week has been madness. I'm hoping tomorrow will be calm (Friday usually is) and I'll be able to update you better on my reading!

Reading progress update: I've read 30%.

Little Heaven: A Novel - Nick Cutter

I am horribly behind on reading. I did barely any reading at all this weekend, instead choosing to binge watching movies and do a lot of cross stitching. I did, however, make it through another hour or so of this book on audio.


Nick Cutter is just evil. Brilliant, sure, but in that villainous way that makes you want to punch him because everything he's writing hurts your heart or is scary beyond belief. This book may not be as atmospheric as Summer of Night. It's also missing that special connection of being told through the eyes of children. Still, it has it's own draw. It's dark, visceral, and addictive.


I'm now reading three separate books and I need to focus on one and knock it out, so it'll probably be this one. Hoping to finish it by the of the week.

Halloween Bingo - Update #2


So I added another little marker, Mr. Smiley Pumpkin up there, to show the squares I currently have in progress. I like that he's slightly transparent so I can still tell which square he's sitting on top of.


Read and Called:

In the Dark, Dark Woods - Those Across the River by Christopher Buehlman


Read, But Not Called:

Gothic - Rebecca by Daphne Du Maurier

Locked Room Mystery  - The Burning Court by James Dickson Carr


Called, But Not Read:



In Progress:

Modern Masters of Horror Little Heaven by Nick Cutter

Terror In a Small Town Summer of Night by Dan Simmons


Reading progress update: I've read 31%.

Summer of Night - Dan Simmons

Ugh, this book! I'm so attached to so many of these kids. So totally in awe of their bravery in the face of some terrifying occurrences that, let's be honest, would send me running for home and screaming my head off the whole time. I think I've said it before, but what's so powerful about books like this is the fact that all of this happens to kids. Parents are gone. Busy with their own lives. Unaware what madness their kids are currently facing. Or, worse yet, uncaring. It breaks my heart, but also makes me feel proud of these characters. They're made of stronger stuff then I would ever be.


Someone should have warned me though that a beloved pet dies in this book, rather unexpectedly, because this was me on the train this morning:



Don't worry, it's nothing gory. Just sad. And the scene later on in that chapter just made me want to sob more. I am nothing if not a sucker for good animal companions in stories. 


Also the relationship that one of these characters has with his bed-ridden grandmother has me equally feeling like this. Simmons is just tugging all the strings. Here making me feel dread. There making me feel pure terror. Then just making my eyes tear up.


I'm in love with this book. And also scared to finish it.

Reading progress update: I've read 9%.

Little Heaven: A Novel - Nick Cutter

Okay, how does Nick Cutter keep figuring out EXACTLY how to get under my skin. Argh. I'm listening to this on audio and the first 30 minutes was just totally horrific and nasty as all get out. I don't want to spoil at all, but the creature that he builds within those first few chapters is the stuff of nightmares. Seriously. I'd be surprised if I don't dream about that tonight. 


And yet, I'll keep listening because I'm now hooked. The fate of three people that I've only just met, yet somehow totally care about, hangs in the balance. This nameless, shapeless thing lurks in the shadows and moves the characters around like marionettes. I'm equal parts terrified and fascinated.


Nick Cutter's writing always drives right to the core of me, and I don't know why. I'm scared.


Reading progress update: I've read 16%.

Summer of Night - Dan Simmons

I had to renew this book, because it's really good but also a really slow read. Much like my favorite King books, the writing draws you in and makes you savor every word. I'm not going to lie, I skim read a lot of YA books. I'll get to a page where nonessential things are happening and kind of just glean what's happening before moving on. This book doesn't allow you to do that. It holds your attention, clamps down with an icy cold grip on your bones, and won't let go until something breaks you out of that spell. In my case, it was the train signaling that I was about to miss my stop hahaha. I ran through the doors at the last minute. Darn book.


I think it's safe to say that this book is definitely not one I'll be able to read before bed. The terror built here is REAL. It's through the eyes of children, so it's pure. I legitimately felt terror at part of this last night, and had to stop reading.


That being said, this book is also a tome. So it's going to take me a while to get through. I think I'm okay with that though!